Monday, 18 May 2015

Hopes And Disappontments

When everything was still at night she crept out of her bed , feeling depressed as there is nothing left with her. Now what would she do. She sat down and fell into a dreamy contemplation of what she have failed in. By and by its outline began to weave. The whole scenario was before her eyes. The process of being desireful how it come to her mind to prove herself , how she prepare herself to proceed in that direction of fulfillment of her desire in short how did she hammer that hot iron into shape?

Sometimes it seems that no one can't write her voice , not the intensity of her desire to prove oneself nor the quickness of her action.

The whole story to the context of being that desire getting strong. As everybody is possessed with one great quality to a very considerable degree. Willingly or Unwillingly , consciously or unconsciously we make ourself to know about it . And she recognize it willingly and consciously with belief and with that strong belief in herself. She started her journey to fulfill her desire. She put her full efforts in this direction. That desire was main. Though it started willingly but not expecting any positive result. It was like that keep going and going. Aim was set but no expectation to fulfill that desire. And suddenly it became known to be that there is a huge gap between promise to herself and trying to do what ever she want to achieve.

But during this gap suddenly above the dark horizon soon new light of hope began to appear and will all her effort she began to hardwork and this time god was with her.

 The possibility of reasoning is a strong source of hope and confidence in a world darken by impossibilities. She tried to explore her mistakes herself.

We all can reason about our own mistakes and try to learn not to repeat them. After some months She earn the success. But delightful moment of sensational suspense was brief. In a twinkling all her dreams were shattered.


As the sun approaching the horizon her to approach to the edge of her thoughts from the deep ocean of her woven thoughts. She slowly crept out and saw outside.  This was a chill morning , after a sleepless night eyes were swelling. It was the feeling of insignificance depression. All her strength born of faith and will power oozed out as she stood and recall her failure. Now she had a despairing vision.

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